Ramblings of a self-loathing egotist

"Scene: a boy who hates everything about himself dominates conversation with his own intracacies. a boy who knows nothing better to elaborate upon that his own triumphs in life psychotically ponders his own short-comings. A self-professed adonis with extreme narcissus syndrome lied amid shattered mirror and hate filled tears. A tormented soul struggles to find solice. A normal boy wishes to be anormal. average is to be loathed. above that is never found. by elimination, all he does finds itself is a sub-par file, matriculated into the shelves of his warped brain. He shakes, quivers, laughs, jests, and files again." -Nate Gray

Jostling about in the dark

"I need to cry, I need to write. Am I really any different than anyone else, and if I am, how will I know? Am I meant to change the face of the earth? and if I am, will I do so consciously, or by simply living and breathing, day to day? Greatness hurts. Judgement comes from all angles, most of all the inner ones. I have the capacity to move many, yet sometimes am powerless even to move myself. I must help those around me to help myself. Seeking. I am ever searching for me, my purpose, my life. Do we ever find it, or is the meaning of life the poise and grace we employ while stumbling around in the darkness, hoping to bump into anyone else, or most of all ourselves? I will change the world, I will change me. For at the end of the day, I know that is what I was meant to do." -Nate Gray